It been a while

Im sorry, i have been neglecting you, i have been meaning to do this but...i've moved on. As always my obsessions deminish, and i thought i could hold on, but it has not been the case. My passion for Japan has gone! I can no longer be dedicated to you. You can slap me and kick me all you want, but that flare will never return.

I can pin point the date of the obsession going. It was atless 2 months ago. I was distract. Im sorry.

Goodbye My Friend.

Ive Realised

That my passion for Japan, is not as excitable as it was. I do no longer get overly excited over a Japanese person, or any reference to Japan. I do, i must admit, often feel the glimmer of adernalin when there is a reference related to Japan, but it is only faint. This revelation occured when i was watching Battle Royale 2 on Film4. Film4, how it appears so many times in my life. It was were i had discovered my passion for Japan with the film Death Note, and were a case study had to be endeavored for Media Studies. It did not surprise me that it broadcasted Battle Royale, in which i knew the first one was amazing.

However i became bored, but this was partly due to the fact that i could not push my first love away. Books. I was reading my most favourite novels; The Black Magician Triology. My mined wondered to the tv to watch Battle Royale 2, but it could not hold my attention, not even the Japanese men. And it was there, on such a sad note, that like many of my obsession, that my fetish had passed. However, it will always have a secret place in my heart.

Im Not even Joking

There is a road called Japan Road in Chadwell Heath, Dagenham. I was on the 62 bus after hanging with Shelley for a bit and chatting and got on the 62 and it said "Japan Road". I had the expression of a goldfish. I WAS AMAZED!

Think we should have a gathering down Japan Road...and go into the park its leads too.

Realisation

whilst thinking of the discovered of Death Note and my love for Japan, i realised i should also thank:

Film4 for boardcasting it and showing adverts on the right time in which me and hollie would see it, which lead us to decide to watch it. Smooth Moves.

Also, those who created Death Note from the very begining. Thankyou!

Star Trek

Was AMAZING! Seriously amazing. If you want to see it at the cinema, just ask me because i will definately see it again! I dont care who you are i will go! And of course there was a man from East Asia, Korea. Mr John Yohan Cho who played Mr Zulu. Amazing. There are better words to describe this film. Im actually jumping of my seat from the excitment of it. Ahhhhhh! Brilliant! Memerising! Extrodianry!

And my favourite character now is Spock. "live long and prosper". Zachary Quinto played him perfectly and he is hot as a Half-Vulcan. Mmmh i feel like a geek, but it was so great. And i think i discovered what i could go as to the what im gonna call, geek expo on 23rd May.

The Carla's Dream

Well, i was going to call it the American Dream, the Britain Dream, then i realised THIS IS MY DREAM. So, the dream;

To marry Japanese Man
To live in Japan
To speak Japanese
To mate with my Japanese Man

I told someone my dream, i think it was either Emma or Nisha. Thinking Emma, cause i can just hear her laughing in my head over it.

"I want to crank out some Japanese children".

Now im thinking i told Nisha this. Either person.

5 minutes ago

5 minutes ago i found this:

Its a TV Show called: 5 Minutes Ago. And he looks so adorable in it! I had to actually search what this was called. Gave me a headache, but i did.


ALSO: Everyone should go on YouTube, and write Kenichi Matsuyama in the comment box and then click Audio. Its the BEST THING EVER, and its amazingly said. It sounds wonderful. I Fainted.

Its Just a Phrase...

NO ITS NOT MOTHER!

My sisters also think im MAD. The Japanese book Stacey let me borrow, my sisters said:
"You cant even read it! and your just mad. Seriously. You need help. Its Twilight all over again"
in which i replied
"No its not. Its my life! and i still love twilight. Its just that Japan is the dominant part of my life."
in with Mother said
"Its just a phrase"
in which i replied
"Im going to Japan, im gonna to many a Japanese man and i shall forever be happy"

Laughage

I watched, L Change the World, the making of it. So that i could just sit and stare at Kenichi, the love of my life. But i was also interesting, and the Japanese are FARRNNY.



i cant find the making of it. Your just gonna have to come round to my house and watch it.

Marrriage

Kenichi here telling the world he is engaged to.....Cindy. I dont know who she is. But she ONE lucky woman, even to the women who dont know Kenichi, when they feel a pang of jealous, its over this. But i can dream and i do.

Japan Charts

Music ive listen to today. I went on Japanese Chart, like you do, well...i do, but im just plain sado. Anyway discovered some GOOD TUNES:

Artist: Base Ball Bear
TUNE: Changes & Looks You & 17 Sai

Artist: Exile
TUNE: Together


There was more, but i liked these.

Shocker!

Chloe-Ann Wallin said something along the lines of: "If you go to Japan they will sell you, because they are lower than us."(roughly)

I LITERALLY FLIPPED OUT: HARDCORE STYLE!
she actually had to tell me to calm down because i was shouting. She thought they were basically like Eyptian people who sell people. I said, they are just like us and better, and they are the ones that whip out the technology shizzle. And alot of stuff, i ranted for like 15mins and she was rather shocked, which was funny. But you cant insult them, because they will just whip your ars with theur shiznits.

She just didnt realise how passoniate i was about the Japanese. I am so going over there. I did recently look to see how much tickets costs. Im still trying to find the cheapest. Im so going on Holiday there. Or Zuhra told me that these boys are going or something and that we should go. I doubt it will happened...but maybe. I would cry with happiness if i did.

I had a heart attack basically.

Myojo: Japanese Mag

I HAVE A JAPANESE MAGAZINE. Well its not mine, its Stacey, she let me borrow it for a week.She brought it for £10, and told me where is Japanese place was, so one day WE ARE GONNA GO DOWN THERE. I am gonna get all Japanese Fans: Hollie, Clelia, Zuhra, Stacey, Gemma AND more! And we will rock hard with the Japanese Folk. Stacey might have to tear the Magazine from my clinched hands, but we shall cross that bridge.

Website i cannot undertand: http://myojo.shueisha.co.jp/index02.html

BUT the amazing thing was, guess who appeared in it. Domoto Tsuyoshi [picture on the right) and his brother (picture on the left) who also appeared, IS FINE! Looks better in the Mag.

Japanese Music

I decided, to look at the Japanese Charts and listen to some Japanese tunes. If im to go over there i need to know my stuff. Sora is my Favourite.

Artist: Purfume
Tune: One Room Disco


Artist: Domoto Tsuyoshi
Tune: Sora

a Happy Day

Thankyou to JACK STONE. He has made my life today...

He gave me L: Change the World on DVD.

because his mum had brought him it when he already had it. Jack, you wont let my buy it off you, so, when i remember because i told you i would, i will make you a cake, by that i mean my mum, because she makes good cakes.

THANKYOU!

SoReal Cru

These performed on Randy Jackson American Dance Crew. They are Japanese and they are amazing, and i wanted them to win so much. Myself and Gemma found out we loved Japanese, and we talked out these.

Finale: SoReal Cru


Smash It Up: this was some good tunage! And they are so cool!

This is so SICK brv!

The day.

I was coming home from getting my hair done. And sitting before me on the District Line, sat a Japanese Man with a Irish Accent. I HAVE NEVER COME ACROSS BEFORE. i sat there with the OMG! face. I have a picture of him on my phone. I shall go to Media Class and bluetooth the picture to computer and then add him.

Do You Like?

Mega Fail

At trying to be inconspicuous i just rememberd. Bloc Party on 11th April 2009. 5 Japanese men appear before my wanting eyes. Tried to get a picture. I really should have walked up to them and just screamed in their faces and been like I LOVE YOU! But, i fail at socialising. So i never did get these pictures.

Then, right behind me, an Asian person. I was happy, but out of all the Japanese men that i love, and i love any Japanese man, he wasn't my type! Although, i did show him some amazing Carla Fletcher Funky House Dance Moves. What i like to call; Grind Wiv Me...i shall let you imagine the rest.

But it was a good night. And Matt Tong, looks Asian...17:03 - Just discovered his parents are from China, however he was born in England. Safe Times. I fell hin love with him that night. Rocking hard with his strong muscle arms.

Learning Japan Take 2

This was in my head; All Night!

Educational

Mary Had a Little Lamb

Learning Japan

So, ive attacked YouTube for some Japanese learning sites. I was very happy, and i thought it was a great way to learn, and i want to share them with you. Have Fun. I did. I have them on my ipod.

Numbers: 1 to 20

Auf wiedersehen

So, when i was in Poland and Ger-many (say this in a french accent, its rather funny, well i laughed out loud when i did it...on my own some). There are a lot of Asian people, and i was very happy, and everything i saw one or many, i would go wild and get really happy. This was went sir, apparently according to Emma, would laugh at me.

ALSO! i tried to get a picture of them, by trying to be inconspicuous, because our American Tour Guide would not shut up, and i didnt want to be rude and like run and take photos of these Asian people on the other side. But basically i missed my chance. MANY TIMES. Like we was walking around Poland shopping thing, and walking towards me and very sexy Japanese man and like i didnt get the chance to hwhip out the camera! :(
BAD TIMES

Yamato: Film

So i watched this films because Kenichi is in it. Lets have a moment to hear me scream, like a fangirl.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! I LOVE YOU KENICHI

So, i watched it, and thinking back to it, i dont think i watched it till the end. It was a long film. But i loved it when whatever character Kenichi was playing like stood up for someone and took some harsh hwhipping punishment. He was a MAN, O WHAT A MMMAAANNNN!

This film is a historical film about a ship during one of the World Wars, im gonna say Two, i am to believe, or something to that effect.

Oooo i must share, ive come across this picture of Kenichi, and he is SO DAMN FINE! Im just loving the ROUGH look.

Battle Royale

This was an AMAZING film, ive ever seen. And when i heard the bit when the woman on tv comes up i was like wow, cause Does It Offend You, Yeah? use it at the begining of the song Battle Royale; hintage. But, i only watched this because Tatsuya Fujiwara, the person who play Light/Kira in Death Note was in it, but now i really want to get a T-shirt that says Battle Royale on it like i saw in Dead End 2. Anyway, this is going to be my next thing to buy..one day.

Nana

I think we can all understand why i watched this film. KENICHI MATSUYAMA. It was a really sweet film overall. I shall tell what happened.

Two girls who are so different and their both share the same name, Nana, and birthday i think as well. Thet meet on a train, talked. There is, who i like to call. Nana Hardcore and Nana Sweetie. Nana Hardcore is into rock and she has a secret, she was like in love and dating this guy from some band, who left her to follow his dream in the band. Nana Sweetie is in love with this band and everything, and she has this boyfriend, who i must say was extremely hot and cute, who was cheating on her. SHOCKING. Both Nana end up trying to bid for the same house, and end up being roomies. Nana Hardcore is in a band, and sings in English, which was cool, execpt its really hard to understand what she singing sometimes. Anyway, Nana Sweetie has two tickets to the band she loves, and wants to take Nana Hardcore with her, she declines, but then goes and see her lost lover, and there a bit of rough and tumble and then she gets to see him. Basically i shall tell you the end. They are live happily ever after. No Lie. Person hardcore Nana loved stays with her and leaves his band, cos hes was getting depressed. And Nana sweeties, like way before found out her boyfriend was cheating on her, and basically its all about learning. Yeah, :/ learning about others and oneself, im gonna say. Sounds quite boring film now, but its fine because the majority of the time i was just fastforwarding to Kenichi :) No Lie.

Passion for Japan

I thought of this name whilst i was thinking of Bratz; "Passion for Fashion". And from that Passion for Japan was created. I wanna say Passion for Japana. I think i might. Take note, the name changed on the 11th of May 2009. Job well done.

Birthday Gift 2

10 Mar 2009 today i brought Death Note 2 on amazon for £13.48

Sexy Voice and Robo

Sexy Voice and Robo I watched and it was actually really good and funny. I really should watched the rest, i will...at some point. I watched the first episode on Asianrice.tv. Its my new favourite Internet website.


this is like 10mins of the first episode.

Birthday Gift

5 Mar 2009 this was the day i brought Death Note the Movie, with my money on amazong account for £13.48. In honour of Kenichi's Birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy

Birthday

Kenichi Matsuyama - March 5th, 24 years today.

Im Happy.

It all began...

On February 28th 2009 and into Sunday morning of the March 1st 2009, with Hollie Walker on Film4 Saturday Nights with...DEATH NOTE the MOVIE. My life has forever began; i felt like i had finally brust through the birth canal into the world and discovered my fire. I wish i had started this blog when i found my love. But, im not late, and i shall tell you EVERYTHING concerning Japan and Death Note. I have to thanks people first:

My thanks go to:

Luke Callaghan, for first discovering death note and telling Hollie Walker about it. HOWEVER, i must now say SORRY because when i first encountered Death Note in Waterstones with Luke in Lakeside i had "stuck my nose up at it" as he tells me. But to be fair, it was the Anime you was showing to me, and the FILM IS SO MUCH BETTER.

Hollie Walker, as we watched Get Over It on Film4 whilst on msn together, and we saw the advert for it and you said we must watch because Luke said it was good. This was the day Saturday Night Film4 began with us, however, after 3 weeks we never followed it through. Anyway, we got the wrong night, as it was a friday, but made sure we watched it Saturday and we did. Death Note and LOVE IT.

THANKYOU!